English Research Paper

Alright guys, since i have nothing much to post about. Or i should say i literally have no time, i will just post my English Research Paper which took me like freaking long to complete it! =(

My thesis for this research paper is mainly about:

The reason of underage drinking and argue that alcohol advertising is actually the root cause that promotes underage drinking.

Thinking back the time when I was first being invited to a house party, I gladly accepted the offer as I would like to experience how a house party actually looks like. When I first stepped foot into the house, everyone was really energized dancing rhythmically with the loud pumping music. To be honest, the atmosphere really stimulates the adrenaline in your body and I actually felt my body moving involuntarily according to the rhythm of the music. However, from time to time you can see people actually maneuvering through a herd of people searching for something. Then, I realized that their ultimate aim is to search for the keg. As night progresses, the keg empties; the minds and motor skills of the partygoers have also deteriorated. Unfortunately, I find that it is such a pathetic scene as most of the partygoers are underage. This tells us that the partygoers did not abide to the drinking rules as the US law states that the minimum drinking age is 21 years old. Alcohol is no doubt a sedative-hypnotic. It is such a powerful drug available to literally anyone who wants it. Compared to the other drugs, the popularity of alcohol stood steadily and is widely chosen among majority of the people. Alcohol also brings about major problems especially among teenagers that have not met the legal drinking age. It can be clearly seen that some of the teenagers especially those who are still attending college have their social calendar closely affiliated with alcohol. So what exactly causes this scenario? Why do teenagers drink below the drinking age limit? What is the prime factor that leads to the underage drinking? In this paper I will talk about the reason of underage drinking and argue that alcohol advertising is actually the root cause that promotes underage drinking.

Underage drinking among teenagers has become such a common problem especially in the United States. However, there is no specific reason for an underage teenage to commit into drinking. It could be due to peer pressure, family problems, alcoholic parents, low self esteem, emotional changes and many more. Majority of the college students entered college around the age of 18 and what actually influences them to drink could be due to their curiosity. This is because that they felt a sudden freedom as they come to college. They are free from their home and most importantly their parents’ supervision. This indirectly gives them an idea that they are mature enough to decide what is right or wrong and they can finally do whatever they want including consuming alcohol although they have not met the drinking age yet. They thought that they are able to hold responsibilities to whatever action they have committed. According to a research that was conducted by Dr. Richard A. Yoast, she found out that 80% of the students tested alcohol at the time when they completed their high school, and approximately a third of the high school students were actually binged drinkers (Morrison). The Havard School of Public Health defines binged drinking as five drinks in a row for males whereas four drinks in a row for females (College Alcohol Study). This indirectly informs that high school students actually started drinking and it will be a norm for them to drink when they come to college especially with all the “freedom” that they have. However we cannot conclude that curiosity and “freedom” is the main factor that causes them to dive into the act of underage drinking as the whole fact about the “freedom” and curiosity among them did not take into account other factors such as their backgrounds and what actually causes the curiosity among them. It could possibly be due to the fact that these underage teenagers were being attracted to the alcohol advertisement and they are being really curious to try out how does drinking feels like.

In addition to that, we ourselves understand that the society is really complex nowadays, so as the social interactions among teenagers. Hence, in terms of social wise, there are so many factors that might inflict the act of underage drinking such as peer pressure, stress and much more. According to a study that was conducted by the Logan County Drug Free Youth Coalition, they found out that peer pressure is the factor that tops the list which contributes to underage drinking (Hochstedler). However the study was being conducted on mostly high school students and it is obvious that the studied was not thorough enough as it did not cover some of the general factor such as the influence of media. It is no doubt that peer pressure causes underage drinking, but the conclusion is that peer pressure is not exactly the main factor that promotes underage drinking.

Looking though all the possible factors and reasons, alcohol advertising seemed to be the root cause that promotes underage drinking. Alcohol advertisement comes from all sorts of media ranging from the internet, magazine, pamphlet, billboards, magazines and etc. All these sources are being identified as potential sources where youngsters get to learn more about alcohol and have themselves getting involved with drinking problems (Bonnie and O’Connell, 597). According to a research done by RAND Corporation on high school and college students, it was stated that there are approximately 50% of the students that are likely to drink and another 36% of the students that have the intention to drink when being exposed to high levels of alcohol advertisement compared to the others who were exposed to only a few advertisement (RAND). RAND Corporation is actually a nonprofit institution that helps improve policy and decision making through research and analysis and is currently being funded by the US government and several other corporations such as healthcare industry, universities and private individuals. This once again tells us that alcohol advertisements actually bring about a strong impact in influencing the peoples’ mindset especially underage teenagers. Alcohol advertisement not only caught attention of these underage teenagers, an unbelievable fact is that it actually catches attention of a child as young as fourth grade:

"Parents may be aware that advertising may promote drinking among early adolescents," said Rebecca L. Collins, lead author of the study. "We did a previous study that found that children as young as fourth grade were very familiar with alcohol advertising and can tell you slogans and brand names. This new study shows that by the time they get to sixth grade, ads may be influencing them to drink."

The statement above shows us how influential alcohol advertising could be. Apart from that, the word “may be” in the last sentence of the statement also implies that there is a great potential and high possibility that alcohol advertisement promotes young drinkers. It is undeniable that younger kids have good memories and with the influences of the advertisement and their curiosity, it will not be weird to see children started picking up drinking habits at a younger age in the near future.

Alcohol advertising has also increased dramatically especially among cable TV. According to a research that was carried out, from the year 2001 to 2006, the total number of alcohol advertisements and expenditure increases from 176% (51019 advertisements to 140930 advertisements) and 137% (from $157 million to $372 million) respectively. This is such a shocking increase in just merely half a decade and the fact that cable TV actually hosted 95% of the alcohol advertisements in national television network (Craig et al.). This in a way tells us that there will be more underage teenagers being exposed to alcohol advertisements. Evidence also shows that alcohol advertising influences underage drinking. A longitudinal study found out that both alcohol advertising expenditures and individual exposure towards alcohol advertisements are closely related with subsequent drinking. In a longitudinal study of seventh graders, watching television programs that contains alcohol advertisement associates them with drinking alcohol and consuming at least 3 drinks in a setting whereas a study of sixth and seventh graders found that exposure to alcohol advertising associates teenagers with drinking and the intention to drink (Peter et al.). This once again proves that how influential alcohol advertisement is and the impact that is being brought about towards the underage teenagers.

In addition to that, an anti-alcohol group named CAMY also launch a campaign against alcohol advertising. Since it is an anti-alcohol group, part of their research and studies might favor towards the prejudicial issue of alcohol, however the studies and data are still valid. CAMY is actually a 10 billion USD research and advocacy organization funded by the Pew trusts and the Robert Wood Johnson Foundation and is based at the John Hopkins Bloomberg School of Public Health. According to the reports by CAMY, alcohol-advertising in Youth –Orientated Magazines is out of control as there are a large portion of the alcohol advertisement actually appears in “youth-orientated” magazine. “Youth-orientated” magazines as defined by CAMY are magazines whereby the compositions of readers between the ages of 12 and 20 that is greater than 15.8%. This includes widely read titles in music and entertainments (e.g., Vibe, Entertainment Weekly), sports (e.g., ESPN The Magazine) women’s fashion (e.g., Essence, Allure), and men’s lifestyle (e.g., Maxim). There were approximately 72 brands of alcohol placing more than 50% of their advertising dollars in youth-oriented magazines whereas 25 of these brands placed 100% of the advertising in youth-oriented magazines during the year 2001. (CAMY) According to CAMY as well, there are approximately 51% of youth reader that reads the “youth-orientated” magazine and CAMY also claimed that all this advertisements are meant to target underage youths (Hanson).

Last but not least, there is also a study that was conducted by the University of Connecticut found out that teenagers who are being exposed to Alcohol Advertisement actually drinks more. In other word, this study once again proves that alcohol advertisement is the root cause that promotes underage drinking. The study was carried out to look at the alcohol advertisement exposures and also the drinking habits of the teenagers of age 15-21 years old (Storrs). According to the study of Dr. Leslie Synder, lead author of the study and professor of communication sciences at UConn, teenager who lives in a media market with the lowest advertising expenditure per capita is expected to have 9 drinks if he/she sees only a few alcohol advertisements but 16 if he/she saw many advertisements whereas a teenager who is staying in a media market with the highest advertisement spending per capita is expected to have 15 drinks if there is only a little advertisements whereas approximately 26 drinks if there are many advertisements. (Krane) The shocking result of the study shows us that how influential media could be and the impact that they imposed on the general public especially underage teenagers.

Alcohol has been a really hot topic among everyone throughout the world and many concerns have been constantly made especially regarding the issue of underage drinking. In order to combat this problem, it is absolutely not a task that can be done by only a person, organization or any individual body but it requires a huge force and also effort from almost everyone. It is certainly something that cannot be accomplished in a day or in a year but hopefully, specific measures should be taken to at least minimize the current problem and I think the head start of this entire problem is to revise through the rules for alcohol advertising. If alcohol advertising can be handled in a correct manner, influences of alcohol on teenager especially underage youth will not be a severe problem and this will wipe out the bad influences and consequences that alcohol brings about towards teenagers.

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Guess i have been missing for quite sometime, just happen to look through some recent blogs and i found out this really nice post and i would like to share with everyone =)

Guess i have been missing for quite sometime, just happen to look through some recent blogs and i found out this really nice post and i would like to share with everyone =)

Do Enjoy!!!

Coffee or Cup?

“The happiest people in the world are not those who have no problems, but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect.”

A group of graduates, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life. Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups – porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite – telling them to help themselves to the coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee, the professor said, “If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the simple and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress. Be assured that the cup itself adds no quality to the coffee. In most cases, it is just more expensive and some cases even hides what we drink. What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the best cups.... Then you began eyeing each other's cups.”

“Now consider this”, said the professor, “Life is the coffee; the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life, and the type of cup we have does not define, nor change, the quality of Life we live. Sometimes, by concentrating on the cups, we fail to enjoy the coffee God has provided us. Enjoy your coffee!”

The happiest people don't have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything. Four things to take note in life...

1. Live simply.

2. Love generously.

3. Care deeply.

4. Speak kindly.

As Time Continues Ticking.....

Left with another month over here.

Life here has been really a cool one!

The interesting chapters that i have been through, will remain deep in my heart!

The miserable chapters that i have been through, will be lesson and as time goes by, it will all fades off!

It is a long, yet short period over here since last year! Although everything seems to be perfectly well right now, there are still certain matters that i need to sort out so that it won't be a regretful yet miserable chapter in my life!

Time never awaits people.....

Cherish every single moment with no regrets.....

This is life.....

Updates

Same old thing, this is how i am gonna start with. Has been on hiatus for quite sometime.

The past few weeks was rather tiring as i had been up till almost 2-3 a.m in the morning. That's all due to some personal reasons though. =)

Had gone through my US Visa interview last week. Was pretty disappointed at first as they kept my visa on hold, luckily, the US embassy called me up and hence, i can complete my visa application after two days.

Collected my visa and air ticket to US this afternoon. Everything went well.

However, i have also booked my air ticket back to Miri whereby i will be leaving KL on the 10th and back here on the 14th. So, coming to that, i think i left with 3 days to hang out with my friends after my finals. Omg, felt kinda reluctant though, but, can't be help though. Just hope that the whole fall semester will be over in a blink of an eye and so i can meet them in the states again!

And owh, i just love the ADP prom theme this year - "A Night in PARIS". Woohooooo! Its gotta be awesome i suppose so! =)

Nothing much, thats all. Life's pretty good, life's refreshing, life's new..

Complexity

Its really hard to understand the whole organisation of life and the complexity hidden behind it.

The whole ecosystem of our life consists of more than what we can imagine.

Family, friends, love, studies, work, money, stress, etc.....

Even how much we work for it, sometimes, the complexity of the whole thing that we worked for never come to an end. Its just like playing some games in a big maze garden, after countless effort and time, from second to second, minute to minute, hour to hour, months to months, but eventually, we are still back to the original starting point. I wonder... Is that the complexity of life that actually causes us to lose hope and faith? Or it's all human deeds that causes one to lose hope and faith?

~Its just too hard for me to understand the complexity of the nature of life and human being~

Reflections of Time

Well, it has been quite sometime since i abandon my blog and i think its time to "revive" it. Yeah, literally revive it! Well, holiday passes in just a glimpse of an eye and now, we are back to our normal college life attending classes every single day! But, its not that hectic at the moment, but i bet i can surely feel the weight on me as time passes day by day! Whatever it is, its time for some reflection bout what I had gone through from my lovely holiday till now! =)

Yeah, life's getting pretty down as u see most of your friends leaving you for their further studies, some literally wanna keep distance with you for some unknown reasons, some has their own business that they did not mean to neglect you and much more. But, thats the fact that i have to accept as time changes, people and things changes! Progress is always the main priority in what we are doing, if there are no progress, then, we won't be able to move forward to better ourselves. Alright, same goes to friendships and anything around us, your friends are leaving for further studies, they have their aim they are progressing, friends leaving u or neglecting you for some unknown reasons, could it be your problem in the other sense? Could it be that you are the one progressing or could it be that they are progressing on and you are not? Well, i am not sure about all this but since i have the time now, its time to reflect back and think hard! I bet you will get a satisfactory answer if you have the will to do so... =)

Well, my rather old looking crumpled and distorted Calculus book which accompanied me for a year and a half, i stared! Have no single idea why this book actually gave me such a great impact but i actually took some time thinking about those times looking at it. Thinking back how i started with the first day of my college in a Calculus class with no direction and idea about what calculus is at the first place! This brought me back to the days where we will actually struggle over simple questions and start scribbling all over our paper. Calculus 1 was rather a disaster for me as i don't have many friends to discuss or hold a group studies with. However, calculus 2 and 3 seemed better for me as i have friends who are willingly to share their knowledge and help out with me when i face difficulties. Though i don't get good grades as compared to my calculus 1, i still find it really nice that i got to work out all this questions and problems that i faced with bunch of my lovely friends! Without them, i think i might score worse than what i can do if i do it all alone!

Paper starts flying around, files starts falling off. As i looked at the huge pile of books and papers, it reminds me of how much we've been through for the past few hectic semesters. The amount of assignments, stress, pressure and challenges that we've conquered! What comes along was all the college drama and pathetic scenes. Totally miss the noise that was produced by some bunch of my friends that actually has a symphony when they were crapping and joking all along which literally will get on my nerves!

Sitting at the hallway, looking from one end, different type of people walking pass, some wasn't a very pleasant sight tho. Now, it felt empty. Things changed. Adaptation occurs.

Reflecting back the time when we were having holiday and yet, a bunch of retards like me who are so keen to know about how we did in our finals for the last semester, i just can't believe that we actually went to the portal to check out whether our result is out yet and some of us even try to guess like when the result will be announced. It was quite exciting in a way, but it definitely draws you off when u found out that you don't get the results that you are supposed to get. Well, no matter how hard we work hard for a thing, at times, they just don't go according to our will. Whats with that right? It really disappoints us very much and you would be literally sad all over it feeling that why is my life so pathetic. Am i really that useless that i can't even achieve a simple dream or target of mine? Well, it happens to everyone that is in that shoes. In order to combat that, we must really have a strong mentality but yeah, as usual, saying is always easier compared to carrying out that particular task. So yeah. I will not comment much about this as well!

Owh, last thing to update! We finally moved out of the 12th floor. To where? The building next to our previous building which used to be the Taylor's Business School!

So what? Nothing much, just that TBS is lower compared to the next building. Has one lift lesser compared to the previous building. Has lifts that are moving at a speed of tortoise. Has no library that is as spacious as compared to last time. Yeah, basically all the cons that we have currently!

So, life is just like a roller-coaster ride. Many unexpected things that will happen. From the turning to the twisting... and all the ups and downs! Its just a typical roller-coaster! =)

Good day everyone!

Challenge

Challenges are always accompanying us throughout our lifetime...

The secret of getting ahead is getting started.

The secret of getting started is breaking your complex overwhelming tasks into smaller manageable tasks,

and,

Starting on the first one!

Challenge is just inevitable!

Fights in life,

Figures the way.

Face the challenges.

The directive in life is not tat complicated, it can be explained by single words instead of complete sentences!

It sounded like this:

LOOK! LISTEN! CHOOSE! ACT!

~Challenges are what make life interesting; overcoming them is what makes life interesting~

难为你了

对不起，这么久以来都难为你了。

我也不想弄成这样。。。

好了。假期愉快吧！

Life ~FINALE~

Phew, finally, the nightmare is over.....

Finals is over. Thinking of that, i am kinda happy yet at the same time i am kinda sad! Why izit so? Easy, this is because it is trying to tell me and indicate that i don't have much time left with over here in Taylors. Next sem would be my last sem and i am not decided yet whether i am coming back to Taylors for my studies. Technically, i've already completed my calculus 1,2 and 3... physics 1 and 2, stats, chem 1 and 2 and some of the engineering subjects. I hope everything will goes by the flow and yeah, everything will be good as what i am expecting. Though we shouldn't like expect much but yeah, i just can't help it.

Well, finals is over. I guess everyone is literally on the top of the world busy chilling out and relaxing. Though its only a two weeks break, there is no need for us to complain. Cause if the break is too long, we might complain like: "Gosh, boring life... Doing nothing everyday! When can i get back to college... i miss my frenz... bla bla bla...." I mean the typical response from the typical ADPians. But some might be different as they just wanna enjoy life till the max and will never ever wanna come back to study! Study seems to be stress, but coming to think bout it after my finals, i find it interesting. Try to perceive it in a different approach. If you study, you're stress for just now! JUST NOW! THIS MOMENT! But the knowledge last forever. Well, most of them might just say we memorize and its in our short term memory, but thinking bout that, if you try to refresh, don't you actually think that you can remember easily. Well, if you're determined with a "NO" answer, then i would like to ask you, have you grown up and know more stuff since you were young? If you are still determined, then well, go back to your own life and live the life you are, you will never ever improve and never ever succeed in life! Haha, why am i like lecturing? Hmm, all this random thoughts just came across my mind like randomly and so i am just trying to be as random as possible. Pretty cool aye? =="

Hmm, today was pretty tiring though! Slept around 3 last night, woke up at 7. Four hours of sleep... Hmmm, should be sufficient for a stressed up person... Haha. So, after finals, the typical chilling out place - CLUB 9.. Pool... But, its getting more boring for me. Maybe i am losing interest in pool. But yeah, its a good thing somehow, save money for US. Haha. Leaving to US soon, just can't afford to be so spendthrift already...

Owh yeah, after pool for like an hour or so, we went to the ADP 12 floor farewell party. It was rather boring at the first place, i thought. But yeah, i'm in ADP for a year or more, hence, there should be some memory for me to keep along right... It was pretty touching seeing all the videos and stuff and dedications, speeches... It will remain as a great nostalgia for my college life in ADP 12 floor. This is the place where i get to understand bout the American study style or rather american education system, the place where i get to social around, place where i am stressed up, place where i used to avoid when i have quizzes and test, place where i MEET FRIENDS! From no friends to approximately 90 or more friends in ADP. What you say? Isn't it cool? Well, some of you might thought, its just a mere 90 or more friends, but firstly, ADP is quite small in a sense, yeah, those friends we met are not the typical HI and BYE friends. Its friends where we share laughters, jokes, study around, gather around, hang around, doing assignments together etc.... It's just indescribable by words..... But, for god sake, i am not gonna shade just because of that cause we are just moving to another building beside it. Last thought, " hope we move to another 12 floor!" -by Mr Leong! LOL.. hilarious

Before i end this post, yeah, i went to this korean bbq dinner with Ivy, Yen Yee, Sharon, VJ, Yunen, Yi Qian and Weng Kwong last night. Wow, its like always the last day of the semester or last day we meet up, we will hang out in a korean bbq restaurant. Last year was the same as well. LOL. Haha, but this time, i was quite fortunate that they thought me how exactly to eat the typical Korean Bbq cuisine. Well, it was nice, but just that i am not used to eating such food, so, its quite a new experience. I love Japanese food. Wow, imagine we are having sashimi and sushi, that would be my favourite. Haha, well at the same time, we celebrated Sharon's Birthday... Belated Birthday. What a pity her birthday was held during the finals. Hope that its never the worst birthday ever for her and yeah, hope that she really had a great time celebrating her birthday once again. Two birthday celebration this year. Simple one though, shall we call it a blessing in disguise? Haha.... Well, seriously we have no idea what cake to buy for her as she don't have particular cake that she likes, so, since i am the one who is gonna buy the cake, i choose my favourite cake - TIRAMISU.. LOL. As if its my birthday, but, yeah, the cake was okay... Thanks though Ivy for the treat!!!!

So, yeah. That's all for now. Pretty long post as finals is over... Have nothing much to do and i just don't feel like to abandon my blog so yeah! Happy holidays people! Enjoy to the max and yeah, get ready and settle down two weeks later! Shall see everyone in 2 weeks time if everything goes according to plan!

Cheers!!!!

The Final Destination.....

So nothing much. Have been studying for the whole day long and am kinda tired! So, i have the sudden urge to blog but don't worry. It's not gonna be a long post as i need to get back to my study table to do the final touch up for my physics!

Sigh, finals is no longer a week time but just a few days time. Hmmm, we can actually also put it like probably less than 48 hours? So... So... So.... I know its gonna be a hard time for each and everyone of us. Finals werd! Yeah, i know i screwed up some of my test or quizzes or assignments, but at this point in time, i think there is no time for us to think bout those stuff anymore. Might as well just look ahead and study as much as possible to refresh what we don't understand. This sounded better compared to thinking bout all the bad past. The best way to do now is to study smart and no longer study hard as we are competing with time!!!

Yeah, i think that's all for now. Wishing you guys all the best in your finals! Best of luck... Gambateh peeps!!!

Ga yao!

Jia you!

whatever it is.... Hahaa

有了目标，就有办法！

有了动力，就有能力！

一个人成功，是因为在乎自己！

一个人失败，是因为在乎别人！

...

What word best describe my feelings now?

PISSED

How i wish there is something that i can punch on or kick on non stop till i am really exhausted so this bad feeling will get away from me. I just can't explain more. Why on earth such "thing" existed in the first place?

Why? Tell me why? I am not emo, i am just literally pissed bout certain matter. Tolerance has a limit and finally yeah. Whatever. I shouldn't have choose to take this route. Nevermind, there's always a detour. I finally do realize something which i am always ignoring all the time.

So yeah. And some "things" are really fake. If you want it then go for it. Geez man, don't stroll around and make stupid lame acts everyday.. I despise you! Sick and tired. What? You thought you the almighty clown? If i were given a chance, i will just tell you in your face! What's with all this stupid action? This is just so immature and this shows your stupidity.

One day, you will realize all this. You should feel sorry for being such a person. And i am sorry for you too. I am not that good, but you are certainly the worst ever. Why are you doing this when your friends are having difficulties? Aren't you too much or being inconsiderate enough?

It's really a bad day here today! And i hope everything comes to a halt. I am not choosing to be in denial but i just want all this to pass by as soon as possible so that i am clear with what i am up to again.

You're just not as worthy as i thought!

Silence

Had been a really tough and hectic week.

Stress is really coping up and accompanying me day by day.

Wonder if i am at the right path at the moment.

Once again, my surrounding is filled with silence.

I hate it, but, i just can't help.

Alright, finals is drawing near and it will be in a fortnight time. I wonder if i have enough time in order to finish my studies even if i actually start now. Parents went to Australia for approximately 10 days. No one to talk too. Sigh sigh.

But, at least, i can really concentrate well at the moment. I just want this to persist on till the last day of my finals. I really don't wanna screw up everything though i know i had actually screwed up some of the subjects. Contradicting aye? Nvm, contradiction is my forte. But, something worst is even bugging me lately - procrastination! I procrastinate all the time and this is seriously gonna affect me in a way.

How am i suppose to get rid of this "parasite"????

微笑

一个微笑，仅有几秒，就转瞬即逝，但留下的回忆，终生美好。

是啊，一个微笑的威力，可见是多么地大啊！

一个微笑，可以使别人信心大增，也可以让人和谐相处。。。

但，为何我办不到呢？

最近，一旦遇到什么事情，都尝试用微笑来试看决绝问题。。。

但，总是找不到决绝的方法。

真的觉得有点累。。。

功课，考试等等，都不停地在给我压力。有时候，还真难渡过。。。

只好找父母倾诉倾诉一下，但，又觉得这个办法真的行不通。。。

在家靠父母，在外靠朋友，为什么好像我在外也需靠父母呢？

是我不成熟吧！也许，我还不够独立吧！

微笑？还真好笑呢。不知我该不该相信人人经常说的“微笑的威力”。。。

=）

=)

So guys, am just back from the library and have the sudden urge to blog. Have not been blogging or visited any blogs lately. So, yeah, missed pretty much stuff and also updates from my friends!

So, let's start with college life. College life is as usual, hectic one. And during the month of April, it would be even more hectic than usual as finals, projects and loads more of assignments and homework are going to due soon. I am pretty lazy for the past few weeks trying to give myself a break, relaxing, but now, for the rest of the day, i think i should really start studying. Like seriously hardcore study. Seeing my A levels friends studying hard while i am relaxing, i find it really pathetic and saddening. So, yeah, its the time to start studying i suppose before i flunk this semester.

And owh, by the way, i had my haircut. I find myself looking like a nerd so as everyone. Was pretty upset with my haircut, but lol, hahaha, it doesn't really bother me much at the moment already as what has been done is done. Nothing can be done to rewind all this "catastrophe" from happening. So, well well well..... Life goes on! Haircut is just a small matter, it will grow back soon and its only the time that matters! ^^

So, bout my life. Life is pretty awesome as i started not to think much compared to what i have been doing for the past few months. That's pretty much a success for myself, i think. Though, i know, i have been through great depression, and this is my first ever experience and i hope it would also be last! Luckily my parents and siblings were there for me though!

Friends.... Talking bout friends, sometimes i just wonder what on earth they are thinking. Its just to hard to understand or rather know whether they are your true friend. Its kind off deceiving at times, but yeah, i just can't comment much! Life is always full of these type of people and this is the main factor that leads to an incomplete life. Now, i just hope for the best. Yet, at the same time, hoping that time passes quickly, so that i just can get out of this really vague and blur friendship ahead! A friend in need is a friend indeed? I shall reconsider that statement for the time being! Sometimes, i just wanna use the F word right in their face but i know its to mean. I am not trying to hate anyone, but, its just that i have a really strong antipathy towards this type of person for real.

Calculus test is drawing near, so as stats and physics. Haha, moral test tomorrow. But i am so not gonna study for it, as i dont even have ample time for my calculus. So, its time to leave all this blogging business or rather facebook business aside and get back to my working position.

Ciao guys, shall update again once i am free! =)

Tired...

TIRED !!!!!

Phone calls

Dad calls everyday

Mum calls everyday

Bro called just now

He texted me

She texted me

She msn me

He msn me

He advise me

They advise me

All because of one thing!

How wonderful!

Back!!!

Hey peeps,

I am finally back! =)

It has been a really long time since i last came here (visit my blog) as i was really tied up with homeworks, test, quizzes and stuff. Well March, life is getting more and more hectic, but i believe that i can endure through this entire month. Its hard but we gotta move on right? That's the purpose of being alive! Haha. Well, i can't really say that verbally as i know when the time comes, i might not be able to handle the pressure and stuff but i am pretty sure with the supports from my lovely friends and of course family, everything will be fine. Guys and gurls, think positive. I used to think the other way in the past and i found out that i am in mist and totally lost. Haha, but i am better now! =) Like seriously, everything is cleared! I've been through the darkest time in my life, but i am not sure how dark it will be compared to the coming pressure ahead. Finals and stuff like when i actually get to the US. Anyways, i must thank my family for being really caring and understand as they try to cheer me up! =)

I am getting real tired. Owh, recently, i watched a really good video. I will actually speak about it when i am free. Tired tired, its time to go for a short nap. To be continue.....

Owh, life in college is great now! =))

Ciao ppls!

The Paradox of Time

The paradox of our time in history is that...

We have taller buildings, but shorter tempers.
Wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints.
We spend more, but have less.
We buy more, but enjoy it less.

We have bigger houses and smaller families.
More conveniences, but less time.
We have more degrees, but less sense.
More knowledge, but less judgment.
More experts, but more problems.
More medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly,
laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry too quickly,
stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little,
watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.
We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life;
We've added years to life, not life to years.

We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor.
We've conquered outer space, but not inner space;
We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.
We've split the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less;
We plan more, but accomplish less;
We've learned to rush, but not to wait;
We have higher incomes, but lower morals;
We have more food, but less appeasement;

We build more computers to hold more information to produce more copies than ever, but have less communication.

We've become long on quantity, but short on quality.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion; tall men, and short character; steep profits, and shallow relationships.

These are the times of world peace, but domestic warfare; more leisure,but less fun; more kinds of food, but less nutrition.

These are days of two incomes, but more divorce; of fancier houses, but broken homes.

These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throw away morality, one-night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.

The Blue Hours =)

Haha. This is pretty random but i have the sudden urge to blog at this moment. Random much right? When inspiration comes, there is nothing as random or not. I feel like blogging when i want to, but sometimes, it depends on my mood as well. =) Talking about blogging, it is actually something that is really good in a way or in a sense. Not only it improves your creativity, your vocab and many more. Some might think that it is a waste of time or its not worth the time blogging, but nah, i mean it depends entirely on yourself. =)) Okay, lets stop "lecturing" before you guys get fade up with this post of mine.

The blue hours....

It actually resembles the time period before dusk and after dawn. Why is it so specifically like before dusk and after dawn? Well, this is because it is the period where i can actually see and view the entire surrounding of mine or even accurately, the nature and environment around me being painted and coated with this really magnificent bluish color. It not only gives me a sense of peace in my mind and my heart, it also calms me down. It refrains me from thinking about something bad, the power of nature is really overwhelming to a stage that it actually acts as a medication to prevent us from thinking so much. This is always the golden time where i feel the real serenity of life. =) I can't help but falling in love viewing such picturesque scenery with my naked eyes. =) Everytime i am in despair, thinking and reminiscing about the blue hours, it simply enlightens me and gave me the power to continue on in life especially my hectic college life and also all incidents that had happened on me within this period of time. =)

*Looking at the picture, it gives me a sense of serenity within myself*

The blue hours.... It is always great as usual. Undeniably, during this period of time, the feeling of being in a microwave will be gone! =) Weather is getting rather weird, but at the blue hours, it is always the best, when you can actually feel the gentle breeze brushing along your face and your entire body! How comfortable it is?

The blue hours.... I learned to choose the best timing where i should actually carry out a task or not, i learned how to keep myself calm, i learned not to be that dependent on others, i learned that life is short and to live life to the fullest, cherish every moment and second! That's only where you have a real taste of life!

=)) The BlueeeeeeeeeeeeE Hours..... =))

Inner Peace

*Long sigh*Finally, i laid my hand on the keyboard and update my blog again.

Holiday is over, college resumes. Been really busy lately. However college was really great, though with all the test and exams coming up, but, it has been a norm for me. Was really tired as i have been studying hard for my calculus test which i am not really sure how it will turn up though! (not emoing, just that i need ample rest!) Just don't feel like mentioning about it already, or else, it will bug me like the entire night. I hope it won't be a sleepless night for me!

Something came across my mind again this afternoon. And i think there is no one to blame but myself which caused myself unable to focus when i am studying. Argh, life is full of uncertainty =) sigh..

I... am .... literally... tired.

of EVERYTHING.

I am so tired physically as i have so much to do, and on my free time, I'm in front of my lappy, not playing games as usual, but searching for answers...

I searched and I searched and answers upon answers, i am still not satisfied.

The answer that i am actually searching for, is full of ambiguity. Maybe, the answer is never meant to be known.

Its a short post as i seriously ran out of thoughts. Hectic day today, seriously need some inner peace....

P.S: Be with me!

Bias

Remember, the time when we felt alive;

Remember, the time when we thought everything was alright;

Looks good? It always does;

But, a time comes when everyone has to lose.

The thought will get you saying, "life is unfair".

I've uttered mine....

幸せのバレンタイン

幸せのバレンタイン

yukai barentaindee dei

It simply means Happy Valentine's Day... ♥

To all those couple out there, wish that you guys have an awesome one...

Was hoping for some miracles to happen during this special day =)

Before 12 am, i still wanna wish you Happy Valentine's Day!

Though i don't get any wishes today!

But, =)

Stay happy always !!!

♥ ya. ^^

P.S: Please accept my truthful and sincere wishes and love though it was for 15 minutes only.

Happy Chinese New Year

Omg, Chinese New Year?

Dong Dong Qiang... Dong Dong Qiang...

Without realizing how "fast" the earth is spinning, how "slow" the time is ticking along, Chinese New Year is just around the corner. Or i should say, tomorrow is Chinese New Year!

Owh yeah, i love Chinese New Year a lot, because i get to gather around with my friends and of course, plenty of delicious cuisines are waiting for me to feast on. So peeps, don't get too surprise if i look a bit rounder when i get back to college.

Well, before Chinese New Year, we actually started to bring the Chinese New Year mood to ADP (because the CNY mood there looks pretty dead) by wearing red tops. =) However, not everyone participated in this "event" as it was being planned and held among a few of our friends only. It was really a nice one where we got to take pictures together during our free time! Camwhored for quite sometime! Owh yeah, CANDID!!! It is really awesome and its seriously gonna be part of an important memory in my life. ^^ (cause i never did that during high school, the feeling is just so right, owh yeah!) Did pretty much stuff after college, will write about it if i have the mood to do so. Laziness is overpowering me =(

Chinese New Year - a celebration, nothing much but on this particular special celebration, i get to meet up with my family and also my relatives and friends! And most importantly, the Reunion Dinner which i long await every year. We will eat among our family members but of course, the usual steambot at home. No doubt, home is still the best place.

To all my friends out there, i wish you guys GONG XI FA CAI. May the year of the golden tiger bring you good luck and prosperity! Wish that you guys have a blessed and happy Chinese New Year 2010. ^^

朋友们，新春佳节，祝你虎年大吉大利，大显身手，虎气冲天！！！

恭喜发财，身体健康 =）

新的（1）年开始了，

愿你好事接（2）连（3），

心情（4）季如春，

生活（5）颜（6）色，

工作（7）彩缤纷，

偶尔（8）点小财，

烦恼抛到（9）霄云外，

请接受我（10）全（10)美的祝福！

Don't

Please don't do that to me again.

I got over and you brought the issues back.

You helped me once, THANK YOU!

But,

You destroyed it, So Sorry, not forgiven!

I am sensitive?

Whatever,

Can't be bothered by that!

I told u i am stern with my decision!

Why force me?

My life...

Please don't interfere.

I am happy with who I am now!

Please,

Just let me live my life!

How long it takes for me to recover...

I hope you really understand...

You really upset me....

I hope,

This would be the First and also the LAST time......

Get A Life!!

Just Do It =)

To those who read my blog and whoever is being bugged by such problem!

Guys and girls, sometimes how u feel is just indescribable. Try putting the words together, and you mess it all up! Maybe all you need to do is just not to crack your head thinking too much. Things won't turn out to be as complicated as you think it is!

Go with Nike, JUST DO IT!!!

Sometimes, your intuition tells you the right thing to do just when you can't even explain why. A little prayer will help you out of your predicaments, or maybe even your peers will be a good cure for the wounds. A sincere confession relieves you from all the shit you are going through at the moment. Be sincere in the things you do for that special someone. Don't expect anything in return. Cause, as what the classic saying goes by, the greater hope or expectations you have, great disappointment will always be the one haunting you. "Great things take time!" (Have been through such shit, so perhaps, i understand the feelings that have been bugging you guys as well) So, what are we learning here? Patience. "Love is patience and kind." At the rock bottom of your life, don't fret. Just when you least expected it, what you've been out there searching for forever, is in your hands. Treasure the people around you. Trust me. Just for once! You will realize eventually that they are important, and indeed, priceless. It sounded exaggerating, but i hope you guys get to understand why i wrote it in such a way. Never abandon them cause they are the ones who will be there for you at the very end. There's no harm putting on a smile every single day, so cherish every beautiful moments you've had and kiss EMONESS goodbye. Haha. Guys, don't get me wrong, i am writing this not because i am emo-ing cause i just realize something i saw and yeah, i am about to kiss emoness goodbye now!

Love have always been the main issue among teenagers and yeah, my fellow friends and undeniably, me myself. But, Love can be the girls and boys realtionship thingie as well as love for friends. So, my post is basically meant for both parties! Fair not?!

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Alright, now its time for my agenda the entire morning. Well, as usual woke up and brushed up! Went to school with full of enthusiasm and yeah, i am not late today! But, when i reached college, there's something wrong with my tummy. OMG. How could u ever do that to me! The pain wasn't that excruciating, but, obviously, i need to use the restroom!! Okay, everything went well until when i got back to classroom, i was like WTH, POP.... POP.... POP QUIZZES!!! POP QUIZZ for CALCULUS! Omg, i have not been studying and what's worst, my notes and my hw is with Adam! I borrowed it to him cause i thought that our pop quiz will be held this Thursday! But unfortunately, i have to face the questions with my sole textbook. Was relieved that i did bring my textbook along, or else i will be literally dead, and i am gonna seriously count the velocity for me to do a projectile motion from the 12th floor of the ADP Building. The opportunity cost will be seriously great. Hell yeah, SHARON! Haha, brought back the VPO's again!

Okay, everything went well after that, just that, i was totally pissed with moral class. It was rather a waste of time being in Moral class which teaches me nothing, literally. Was frustrated, and i don't know how long i can endure going through this piece of shit the entire semester, but i guess, i have no choice but just to complete it with a P in my transcript. Or else i will be doom.

Okay, nothing much at the moment. SPY again, Spy hope that everything turns out well especially for ur uni application. I believe that Manchaster will reply you as soon as possible. And now, my thoughts is anticipating and telling me that something will be happening tomorrow - Stats Quiz! My life is full with quizzes! Sigh a bunch! I am kinda tired, should i start studying now or get a power nap?!?!

=))))

Reminiscence

Things hasn't been going really well or right back on track, many things seems like its resolved but actually it doesn't at all, more and more obstacles and blockages are barging in your ways. This is so frustrating so infuriating so depressing and it just makes you feel so helpless, useless, pressured, and stressed. You are really lost on what you are going to do or where you are heading, whether the track you are on leads you to the right way or the other? You don't feel happy or being like you used to be. You feel so invisible and desolated. You are becoming moody everyday and anti social like an introvert. You feel lethargic and exhausted and really really worn out. You feel like crying to bed, screaming out loud, throwing things to let out stress and anger, slamming the door or whatever that makes you burst out in tears and breakdown. You want to run away, hide in a hole, go to places where you are all alone. You are really really down. No one cares, no one's there, no one is there by your side lending you a helping hand and shoulder, no one being there for you all the time. Time changes, things changes, everyone changes. You really miss those times again. Wish you could turn back time and change everything ? Is impossible. sigh.

Bored

I am bored.

Can anyone chat with me or entertain me?

Life is so boring.

I don't feel like studying today, but i need to start studying tomorrow!

Enjoyed my day today!

~Random much~

Weather is like piece of shit. Raining time to time. When there's no rain, it gets so warm and hot. I miss snow...

Drink more water my friend!

Do take care!

Cause, CNY is just around the corner!

Valentine is just around the corner!

You definitely won't want to find yourself falling sick on such a big day!

Good night World!

Toodles!!! =)

Life's Equation

How does one and one becomes two? If only all things were so simple as to just being the way it is. Complication arise out of actions that people make and sometimes i feel caught in the lies of my own thought. If only life were more obvious and less twisted!

I keep thinking about my life nowadays, and reminiscing the past. Nah, i am not being nostalgic or any sort! I can't seem to find a sense of real happiness or satisfaction in my life over the past few months. I know that i have gained a lot of knowledge and abilities, and i have definitely know myself a lot more better! But thinking through, is it enough? I don't want to keep feeling like there's this "thing" in me that is trapped. I don't want to keep hiding, but fear is conquering me. I am seriously beyond stressing myself with my "deep" thoughts sometimes!

Going on and on and on about what my life can offer is really tense. I can't seem to find what is the right thing to do most of the time. Is it right if you aren't happy with what you are suppose to do? I want to be happy, who doesn't, but at what cost? Now, i think I'm playing safe most of the time, but somehow it's not really satisfying to just not let go and be truly real. A taste of real life is what i needed!

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On the other note, my friend has been getting really frustrated over his university application! Its gonna be a hard time for him, but that's life, ups and downs. We never ever hope for perfection and we can never ever hope that everything goes according to your will. Sometimes, its just solely fate and luck! Not being accepted into that particular uni, indeed, it is saddening. But don't ever get pulled back by all this, there is still a lot of universities all around the world! Spy, listen to me! Get back to your real self. I know its hard coping with your bloody stress lately as well as all the pressure and worrying! But, i know you can manage it. Don't make you love ones worry about you! Take good care of yourself! There is always another way, as what i had mentioned. Life is getting tougher and tougher. However, there's always something more to life. "It is not about the destination (going to which Uni, or either whether the Uni accepts you or not), but the journey that matters. FCY has been really worried bout you SPY, she even messaged me to comfort you, i really hope that you will recover from this shocking news and be strong! =)

P.S: I know i can't really judge you the way i did as you are applying for medic U! But i sincerely hope that everything goes well! Cheers dude!

SuShi Lover: Thanks for your advice as well. Nice chat!!! Looking forward to seeing you!

The Other Side

Watching the sun set, wondering if a better one will rise

As the earth spins without us bothering, it somehow went off course.

Life is a great gift by God and it can be simple or complicated depending on how you live it.

But sometimes, have any of you experienced difficulties that bothers you by someone else ?

As I write on, i believe some of you would not know where is this passage going, but somehow, i just feel like typing without thinking of the phrases.

1 year has passed since I left my growing shelter and 1 year ago, I was imagining about today's life.

Wondering who where when is going on...

Won't say that my college life is perfect because as good things come, bad things comes too.

If one loose something , something better will come back.

Its just that its really hurtful watching things or relationship drifting by helplessly, which I have done all i can but no one seems to be by my side when I need one.

After taking a deep breathe, closing my eyes, saying to myself it will hold on,

From the time we crossed path into each others lives,

We were best friends when we set our differences apart,

Together we've been through the stickiest situations,

When all of a sudden, its time for us to take a different path,

As we go on, we'll share our stories and

At the end of the day, we'd be proud that we've known each other.

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Owh, i have been officially accepted by Purdue University, West Lafayette! Whee, this news really made my day! Anyways, i still have to keep up with my studies! To all my friends out there who are applying for unis, all the best to you guys! Shall be looking forward for some good news from you guys!

Why

Why?

"Why" have been bugging me and haunting me for the past few weeks and days.

Why?

I wanted to tell you, but i never have the chance, my courage is nearly nil.

I am frustrated. They told me not too. I tried, but, i was cheating myself, struggling deep in my heart, i am really confused.

Why?

You used to be the one i trusted much, but, i am afraid that what i whined about will never get to you. I'm no longer being the one you really understand much.

Why?

I have been hoping that you will live your life happily, but i have the sudden urge to somehow interfere them.

Why?

I always wanted to tell you something when i am down,

I wanted to tell you how i feel,

but,

i am afraid that your reaction will disappoint me,

i am afraid that what you tell me will never be the answer that i ought for.

Why?

If you listen to me attentively, i will think bout something that's not going to happen.

Why?

I prayed to God and at the same time, hopping for something good to happen.

I prayed to God, asking him to spare you with happiness.

I see you,

I see you,

I sincerely wished that what i prayed will be listened,

and finally,

You are happy everyday!

But,

My own wish can never still be fullfilled.

Why?

You won't understand my feelings,

every night...

tears,

flowing down my cheek,

and when tiredness struck,

i get into my dreamland,

with mostly nightmares and never ever a sweet dreams!

I hope for the best everyday,

But disappointment always struck me hard!

Everytime,

Everyday,

I pretended...

Such a pathetic life,

Is it worth thinking?

Is that a test from you, my LORD?

Why?

Why me?

YOU are the only one who sees the entire me, everyday, every hour, every minute, every second.

Why are you still so harsh to me.

It is an emo post(maybe too much emo songs today), but, i still want to post it, because, this is the way to express myself as no one will be listening to me...

WHY ='( sigh......

Short update

Hi guys!

Ever since the last "cursing" post, my internet connection seems to have a major problem and i am actually "using" other people's connection without their knowledge! Okay, this sounded wrong but i am kinda desperate. Internet has been part of my life ever since i own a laptop! =)

Okay, let's talk about Friday. Friday was a pleasant and happy day! Nothing much in college but i really need to express my gratitude again to my friend who send me all the way to Damansara to collect my insurance form! After that, we headed to ss14 for some Bak Kut Teh! It was really hot, i mean the weather, and we were sweating non stop and i was totally soaked wet! I hate the feeling somehow, cause, it made me felt uncomfortable and for some reasons, giving out an unpleasant odour! Alright, not to mention too, Friday was rather a boring one, cause that night, all my friends went to cyber cafe to play games. I am not so much into this game called dota, that's why i surrendered but i wasted part of my lifetime watching them gaming the entire night! After tat, Adam who had been hesitating whether not to go back to his hometown(Kampar) for certain reasons, suddenly called me out to yumcha! That was the right TIMING. He did not go back to his hometown and he was alone at home, and since i have nothing to do, so we went to the mamak beside JS for some drinks! We chit chatted for quite sometime until almost midnight, then we went back! LOL. Don't know what's there to chat about but it was pretty crazy! Haha

Saturday? Went to Pyramid for the whole day long! LOL. Yeah, met up with Suk Sin, Vivian, Yun Hui, Boon and Hui Ing. As usual, Shih Peng, Peng Yong and Adrian came by also. Amelia and TJ couldn't join us because they have their math exam tomorrow. All the best though! Had steambot last night! Alright, it was quite a nice one since we have not meet each other for quite sometime and its pretty hard for them to come all the way to Subang! Seriously speaking, just in this two days, i spent more than i could, and i ate more than i could, so i think i gain a lot of weight just in two days! Omg, seriously gonna start on a diet plan again! Haha, sounded pretty sissy? Ah, i can't be bothered by that. =)

Owh yeah, Australian Open. LOL. Knew that Henin lost to Serena Williams and i kinda expected that, cause the 'bull' is somewhat really hard to defeat! LOL. No worries anyways, there's always someone who will win and someone who loses. Be confident, next grand slam, who knows miracles might occur! Federer was awesome! He has been awesome all this while. That's all i know about the Australian Open! LOL...

Sunday! My friend is rushing me for lunch! So i think that's all for now! Owh yeah, i have not been studying throughout this whole weekend, later when i get back, i have to seriously dig a hole and hide myself in there to continue my studies. LOL. Alright guys, enjoy the rest of your weekends! Charge your battery to the max!

Happy always!

Ciao!