Life ~FINALE~

Phew, finally, the nightmare is over.....

Finals is over. Thinking of that, i am kinda happy yet at the same time i am kinda sad! Why izit so? Easy, this is because it is trying to tell me and indicate that i don't have much time left with over here in Taylors. Next sem would be my last sem and i am not decided yet whether i am coming back to Taylors for my studies. Technically, i've already completed my calculus 1,2 and 3... physics 1 and 2, stats, chem 1 and 2 and some of the engineering subjects. I hope everything will goes by the flow and yeah, everything will be good as what i am expecting. Though we shouldn't like expect much but yeah, i just can't help it.

Well, finals is over. I guess everyone is literally on the top of the world busy chilling out and relaxing. Though its only a two weeks break, there is no need for us to complain. Cause if the break is too long, we might complain like: "Gosh, boring life... Doing nothing everyday! When can i get back to college... i miss my frenz... bla bla bla...." I mean the typical response from the typical ADPians. But some might be different as they just wanna enjoy life till the max and will never ever wanna come back to study! Study seems to be stress, but coming to think bout it after my finals, i find it interesting. Try to perceive it in a different approach. If you study, you're stress for just now! JUST NOW! THIS MOMENT! But the knowledge last forever. Well, most of them might just say we memorize and its in our short term memory, but thinking bout that, if you try to refresh, don't you actually think that you can remember easily. Well, if you're determined with a "NO" answer, then i would like to ask you, have you grown up and know more stuff since you were young? If you are still determined, then well, go back to your own life and live the life you are, you will never ever improve and never ever succeed in life! Haha, why am i like lecturing? Hmm, all this random thoughts just came across my mind like randomly and so i am just trying to be as random as possible. Pretty cool aye? =="

Hmm, today was pretty tiring though! Slept around 3 last night, woke up at 7. Four hours of sleep... Hmmm, should be sufficient for a stressed up person... Haha. So, after finals, the typical chilling out place - CLUB 9.. Pool... But, its getting more boring for me. Maybe i am losing interest in pool. But yeah, its a good thing somehow, save money for US. Haha. Leaving to US soon, just can't afford to be so spendthrift already...

Owh yeah, after pool for like an hour or so, we went to the ADP 12 floor farewell party. It was rather boring at the first place, i thought. But yeah, i'm in ADP for a year or more, hence, there should be some memory for me to keep along right... It was pretty touching seeing all the videos and stuff and dedications, speeches... It will remain as a great nostalgia for my college life in ADP 12 floor. This is the place where i get to understand bout the American study style or rather american education system, the place where i get to social around, place where i am stressed up, place where i used to avoid when i have quizzes and test, place where i MEET FRIENDS! From no friends to approximately 90 or more friends in ADP. What you say? Isn't it cool? Well, some of you might thought, its just a mere 90 or more friends, but firstly, ADP is quite small in a sense, yeah, those friends we met are not the typical HI and BYE friends. Its friends where we share laughters, jokes, study around, gather around, hang around, doing assignments together etc.... It's just indescribable by words..... But, for god sake, i am not gonna shade just because of that cause we are just moving to another building beside it. Last thought, " hope we move to another 12 floor!" -by Mr Leong! LOL.. hilarious

Before i end this post, yeah, i went to this korean bbq dinner with Ivy, Yen Yee, Sharon, VJ, Yunen, Yi Qian and Weng Kwong last night. Wow, its like always the last day of the semester or last day we meet up, we will hang out in a korean bbq restaurant. Last year was the same as well. LOL. Haha, but this time, i was quite fortunate that they thought me how exactly to eat the typical Korean Bbq cuisine. Well, it was nice, but just that i am not used to eating such food, so, its quite a new experience. I love Japanese food. Wow, imagine we are having sashimi and sushi, that would be my favourite. Haha, well at the same time, we celebrated Sharon's Birthday... Belated Birthday. What a pity her birthday was held during the finals. Hope that its never the worst birthday ever for her and yeah, hope that she really had a great time celebrating her birthday once again. Two birthday celebration this year. Simple one though, shall we call it a blessing in disguise? Haha.... Well, seriously we have no idea what cake to buy for her as she don't have particular cake that she likes, so, since i am the one who is gonna buy the cake, i choose my favourite cake - TIRAMISU.. LOL. As if its my birthday, but, yeah, the cake was okay... Thanks though Ivy for the treat!!!!

So, yeah. That's all for now. Pretty long post as finals is over... Have nothing much to do and i just don't feel like to abandon my blog so yeah! Happy holidays people! Enjoy to the max and yeah, get ready and settle down two weeks later! Shall see everyone in 2 weeks time if everything goes according to plan!

Cheers!!!!

So nothing much. Have been studying for the whole day long and am kinda tired! So, i have the sudden urge to blog but don't worry. It's not gonna be a long post as i need to get back to my study table to do the final touch up for my physics!


Sigh, finals is no longer a week time but just a few days time. Hmmm, we can actually also put it like probably less than 48 hours? So... So... So.... I know its gonna be a hard time for each and everyone of us. Finals werd! Yeah, i know i screwed up some of my test or quizzes or assignments, but at this point in time, i think there is no time for us to think bout those stuff anymore. Might as well just look ahead and study as much as possible to refresh what we don't understand. This sounded better compared to thinking bout all the bad past. The best way to do now is to study smart and no longer study hard as we are competing with time!!!

Yeah, i think that's all for now. Wishing you guys all the best in your finals! Best of luck... Gambateh peeps!!!
Ga yao!
Jia you!
whatever it is.... Hahaa

有了目标,就有办法!
有了动力,就有能力!
一个人成功,是因为在乎自己!
一个人失败,是因为在乎别人!

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What word best describe my feelings now?

PISSED

How i wish there is something that i can punch on or kick on non stop till i am really exhausted so this bad feeling will get away from me. I just can't explain more. Why on earth such "thing" existed in the first place?

Why? Tell me why? I am not emo, i am just literally pissed bout certain matter. Tolerance has a limit and finally yeah. Whatever. I shouldn't have choose to take this route. Nevermind, there's always a detour. I finally do realize something which i am always ignoring all the time.

So yeah. And some "things" are really fake. If you want it then go for it. Geez man, don't stroll around and make stupid lame acts everyday.. I despise you! Sick and tired. What? You thought you the almighty clown? If i were given a chance, i will just tell you in your face! What's with all this stupid action? This is just so immature and this shows your stupidity.

One day, you will realize all this. You should feel sorry for being such a person. And i am sorry for you too. I am not that good, but you are certainly the worst ever. Why are you doing this when your friends are having difficulties? Aren't you too much or being inconsiderate enough?

It's really a bad day here today! And i hope everything comes to a halt. I am not choosing to be in denial but i just want all this to pass by as soon as possible so that i am clear with what i am up to again.


You're just not as worthy as i thought!

Silence

Had been a really tough and hectic week.

Stress is really coping up and accompanying me day by day.
Wonder if i am at the right path at the moment.
Once again, my surrounding is filled with silence.
I hate it, but, i just can't help.

Alright, finals is drawing near and it will be in a fortnight time. I wonder if i have enough time in order to finish my studies even if i actually start now. Parents went to Australia for approximately 10 days. No one to talk too. Sigh sigh.

But, at least, i can really concentrate well at the moment. I just want this to persist on till the last day of my finals. I really don't wanna screw up everything though i know i had actually screwed up some of the subjects. Contradicting aye? Nvm, contradiction is my forte. But, something worst is even bugging me lately - procrastination! I procrastinate all the time and this is seriously gonna affect me in a way.

How am i suppose to get rid of this "parasite"????

微笑

一个微笑,仅有几秒,就转瞬即逝,但留下的回忆,终生美好。
是啊,一个微笑的威力,可见是多么地大啊!
一个微笑,可以使别人信心大增,也可以让人和谐相处。。。

但,为何我办不到呢?
最近,一旦遇到什么事情,都尝试用微笑来试看决绝问题。。。
但,总是找不到决绝的方法。
真的觉得有点累。。。

功课,考试等等,都不停地在给我压力。有时候,还真难渡过。。。
只好找父母倾诉倾诉一下,但,又觉得这个办法真的行不通。。。
在家靠父母,在外靠朋友,为什么好像我在外也需靠父母呢?
是我不成熟吧!也许,我还不够独立吧!

微笑?还真好笑呢。不知我该不该相信人人经常说的“微笑的威力”。。。

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So guys, am just back from the library and have the sudden urge to blog. Have not been blogging or visited any blogs lately. So, yeah, missed pretty much stuff and also updates from my friends!

So, let's start with college life. College life is as usual, hectic one. And during the month of April, it would be even more hectic than usual as finals, projects and loads more of assignments and homework are going to due soon. I am pretty lazy for the past few weeks trying to give myself a break, relaxing, but now, for the rest of the day, i think i should really start studying. Like seriously hardcore study. Seeing my A levels friends studying hard while i am relaxing, i find it really pathetic and saddening. So, yeah, its the time to start studying i suppose before i flunk this semester.

And owh, by the way, i had my haircut. I find myself looking like a nerd so as everyone. Was pretty upset with my haircut, but lol, hahaha, it doesn't really bother me much at the moment already as what has been done is done. Nothing can be done to rewind all this "catastrophe" from happening. So, well well well..... Life goes on! Haircut is just a small matter, it will grow back soon and its only the time that matters! ^^

So, bout my life. Life is pretty awesome as i started not to think much compared to what i have been doing for the past few months. That's pretty much a success for myself, i think. Though, i know, i have been through great depression, and this is my first ever experience and i hope it would also be last! Luckily my parents and siblings were there for me though!

Friends.... Talking bout friends, sometimes i just wonder what on earth they are thinking. Its just to hard to understand or rather know whether they are your true friend. Its kind off deceiving at times, but yeah, i just can't comment much! Life is always full of these type of people and this is the main factor that leads to an incomplete life. Now, i just hope for the best. Yet, at the same time, hoping that time passes quickly, so that i just can get out of this really vague and blur friendship ahead! A friend in need is a friend indeed? I shall reconsider that statement for the time being! Sometimes, i just wanna use the F word right in their face but i know its to mean. I am not trying to hate anyone, but, its just that i have a really strong antipathy towards this type of person for real.

Calculus test is drawing near, so as stats and physics. Haha, moral test tomorrow. But i am so not gonna study for it, as i dont even have ample time for my calculus. So, its time to leave all this blogging business or rather facebook business aside and get back to my working position.

Ciao guys, shall update again once i am free! =)

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I am turning 19 this year! And i have crazy aspiration ahead of me! I am not really a perfectionist but i am definitely a guy who wants everything to work well! My name? I think you guys can tell by viewing my profile! That's all for now! I am a simple guy who wanna lead a simple life at the same time, cherishing every moment!!!