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What word best describe my feelings now?

PISSED

How i wish there is something that i can punch on or kick on non stop till i am really exhausted so this bad feeling will get away from me. I just can't explain more. Why on earth such "thing" existed in the first place?

Why? Tell me why? I am not emo, i am just literally pissed bout certain matter. Tolerance has a limit and finally yeah. Whatever. I shouldn't have choose to take this route. Nevermind, there's always a detour. I finally do realize something which i am always ignoring all the time.

So yeah. And some "things" are really fake. If you want it then go for it. Geez man, don't stroll around and make stupid lame acts everyday.. I despise you! Sick and tired. What? You thought you the almighty clown? If i were given a chance, i will just tell you in your face! What's with all this stupid action? This is just so immature and this shows your stupidity.

One day, you will realize all this. You should feel sorry for being such a person. And i am sorry for you too. I am not that good, but you are certainly the worst ever. Why are you doing this when your friends are having difficulties? Aren't you too much or being inconsiderate enough?

It's really a bad day here today! And i hope everything comes to a halt. I am not choosing to be in denial but i just want all this to pass by as soon as possible so that i am clear with what i am up to again.

You're just not as worthy as i thought!