Well, it has been quite sometime since i abandon my blog and i think its time to "revive" it. Yeah, literally revive it! Well, holiday passes in just a glimpse of an eye and now, we are back to our normal college life attending classes every single day! But, its not that hectic at the moment, but i bet i can surely feel the weight on me as time passes day by day! Whatever it is, its time for some reflection bout what I had gone through from my lovely holiday till now! =)
Yeah, life's getting pretty down as u see most of your friends leaving you for their further studies, some literally wanna keep distance with you for some unknown reasons, some has their own business that they did not mean to neglect you and much more. But, thats the fact that i have to accept as time changes, people and things changes! Progress is always the main priority in what we are doing, if there are no progress, then, we won't be able to move forward to better ourselves. Alright, same goes to friendships and anything around us, your friends are leaving for further studies, they have their aim they are progressing, friends leaving u or neglecting you for some unknown reasons, could it be your problem in the other sense? Could it be that you are the one progressing or could it be that they are progressing on and you are not? Well, i am not sure about all this but since i have the time now, its time to reflect back and think hard! I bet you will get a satisfactory answer if you have the will to do so... =)
Well, my rather old looking crumpled and distorted Calculus book which accompanied me for a year and a half, i stared! Have no single idea why this book actually gave me such a great impact but i actually took some time thinking about those times looking at it. Thinking back how i started with the first day of my college in a Calculus class with no direction and idea about what calculus is at the first place! This brought me back to the days where we will actually struggle over simple questions and start scribbling all over our paper. Calculus 1 was rather a disaster for me as i don't have many friends to discuss or hold a group studies with. However, calculus 2 and 3 seemed better for me as i have friends who are willingly to share their knowledge and help out with me when i face difficulties. Though i don't get good grades as compared to my calculus 1, i still find it really nice that i got to work out all this questions and problems that i faced with bunch of my lovely friends! Without them, i think i might score worse than what i can do if i do it all alone!
Paper starts flying around, files starts falling off. As i looked at the huge pile of books and papers, it reminds me of how much we've been through for the past few hectic semesters. The amount of assignments, stress, pressure and challenges that we've conquered! What comes along was all the college drama and pathetic scenes. Totally miss the noise that was produced by some bunch of my friends that actually has a symphony when they were crapping and joking all along which literally will get on my nerves!
Sitting at the hallway, looking from one end, different type of people walking pass, some wasn't a very pleasant sight tho. Now, it felt empty. Things changed. Adaptation occurs.
Reflecting back the time when we were having holiday and yet, a bunch of retards like me who are so keen to know about how we did in our finals for the last semester, i just can't believe that we actually went to the portal to check out whether our result is out yet and some of us even try to guess like when the result will be announced. It was quite exciting in a way, but it definitely draws you off when u found out that you don't get the results that you are supposed to get. Well, no matter how hard we work hard for a thing, at times, they just don't go according to our will. Whats with that right? It really disappoints us very much and you would be literally sad all over it feeling that why is my life so pathetic. Am i really that useless that i can't even achieve a simple dream or target of mine? Well, it happens to everyone that is in that shoes. In order to combat that, we must really have a strong mentality but yeah, as usual, saying is always easier compared to carrying out that particular task. So yeah. I will not comment much about this as well!
Owh, last thing to update! We finally moved out of the 12th floor. To where? The building next to our previous building which used to be the Taylor's Business School!
So what? Nothing much, just that TBS is lower compared to the next building. Has one lift lesser compared to the previous building. Has lifts that are moving at a speed of tortoise. Has no library that is as spacious as compared to last time. Yeah, basically all the cons that we have currently!
So, life is just like a roller-coaster ride. Many unexpected things that will happen. From the turning to the twisting... and all the ups and downs! Its just a typical roller-coaster! =)
Good day everyone!
