Things hasn't been going really well or right back on track, many things seems like its resolved but actually it doesn't at all, more and more obstacles and blockages are barging in your ways. This is so frustrating so infuriating so depressing and it just makes you feel so helpless, useless, pressured, and stressed. You are really lost on what you are going to do or where you are heading, whether the track you are on leads you to the right way or the other? You don't feel happy or being like you used to be. You feel so invisible and desolated. You are becoming moody everyday and anti social like an introvert. You feel lethargic and exhausted and really really worn out. You feel like crying to bed, screaming out loud, throwing things to let out stress and anger, slamming the door or whatever that makes you burst out in tears and breakdown. You want to run away, hide in a hole, go to places where you are all alone. You are really really down. No one cares, no one's there, no one is there by your side lending you a helping hand and shoulder, no one being there for you all the time. Time changes, things changes, everyone changes. You really miss those times again. Wish you could turn back time and change everything ? Is impossible. sigh.