LIFE? - Total mess


Smile, be happy, accept who you are,
Achieve your dreams and you will go far.
When things are bad and not going your way,
Don't give up there's always another day.
When running a race, you begin at start;
Don't back down, follow your heart.
Life is not always a piece of cake,
Sometimes you give, sometimes you take.
Life is not about keeping score or things that happened in the past,
It's about how many lives you've touched and the love that will always last.
So travel the road life gives you,
And take your time to find the real you.

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Can i smile, be happy at the current state?
Is there always another day?
I followed my heart, but it never turned out right.
I give...
Taking is impossible, why? Guide me... Is it due to selfishness?
Human nature?
Time passes by, and i am still lost...

I departed from the point with full of excitement and enthusiasm, after strolling around for years and years, i finally get back to the same point where i once departed..
Life?
I feel so miserable.
Things just happened randomly in life
I'm not sure how i really felt right now
I'm numb
All i know is that i live my life everyday trying my best to make myself occupied as an excused to ignore everything that i have to face in life
Should i move on or stay back?