Updates

Same old thing, this is how i am gonna start with. Has been on hiatus for quite sometime.

The past few weeks was rather tiring as i had been up till almost 2-3 a.m in the morning. That's all due to some personal reasons though. =)

Had gone through my US Visa interview last week. Was pretty disappointed at first as they kept my visa on hold, luckily, the US embassy called me up and hence, i can complete my visa application after two days.

Collected my visa and air ticket to US this afternoon. Everything went well.

However, i have also booked my air ticket back to Miri whereby i will be leaving KL on the 10th and back here on the 14th. So, coming to that, i think i left with 3 days to hang out with my friends after my finals. Omg, felt kinda reluctant though, but, can't be help though. Just hope that the whole fall semester will be over in a blink of an eye and so i can meet them in the states again!

And owh, i just love the ADP prom theme this year - "A Night in PARIS". Woohooooo! Its gotta be awesome i suppose so! =)

Nothing much, thats all. Life's pretty good, life's refreshing, life's new..

Complexity

Its really hard to understand the whole organisation of life and the complexity hidden behind it.

The whole ecosystem of our life consists of more than what we can imagine.

Family, friends, love, studies, work, money, stress, etc.....

Even how much we work for it, sometimes, the complexity of the whole thing that we worked for never come to an end. Its just like playing some games in a big maze garden, after countless effort and time, from second to second, minute to minute, hour to hour, months to months, but eventually, we are still back to the original starting point. I wonder... Is that the complexity of life that actually causes us to lose hope and faith? Or it's all human deeds that causes one to lose hope and faith?

~Its just too hard for me to understand the complexity of the nature of life and human being~

Reflections of Time

Well, it has been quite sometime since i abandon my blog and i think its time to "revive" it. Yeah, literally revive it! Well, holiday passes in just a glimpse of an eye and now, we are back to our normal college life attending classes every single day! But, its not that hectic at the moment, but i bet i can surely feel the weight on me as time passes day by day! Whatever it is, its time for some reflection bout what I had gone through from my lovely holiday till now! =)

Yeah, life's getting pretty down as u see most of your friends leaving you for their further studies, some literally wanna keep distance with you for some unknown reasons, some has their own business that they did not mean to neglect you and much more. But, thats the fact that i have to accept as time changes, people and things changes! Progress is always the main priority in what we are doing, if there are no progress, then, we won't be able to move forward to better ourselves. Alright, same goes to friendships and anything around us, your friends are leaving for further studies, they have their aim they are progressing, friends leaving u or neglecting you for some unknown reasons, could it be your problem in the other sense? Could it be that you are the one progressing or could it be that they are progressing on and you are not? Well, i am not sure about all this but since i have the time now, its time to reflect back and think hard! I bet you will get a satisfactory answer if you have the will to do so... =)

Well, my rather old looking crumpled and distorted Calculus book which accompanied me for a year and a half, i stared! Have no single idea why this book actually gave me such a great impact but i actually took some time thinking about those times looking at it. Thinking back how i started with the first day of my college in a Calculus class with no direction and idea about what calculus is at the first place! This brought me back to the days where we will actually struggle over simple questions and start scribbling all over our paper. Calculus 1 was rather a disaster for me as i don't have many friends to discuss or hold a group studies with. However, calculus 2 and 3 seemed better for me as i have friends who are willingly to share their knowledge and help out with me when i face difficulties. Though i don't get good grades as compared to my calculus 1, i still find it really nice that i got to work out all this questions and problems that i faced with bunch of my lovely friends! Without them, i think i might score worse than what i can do if i do it all alone!

Paper starts flying around, files starts falling off. As i looked at the huge pile of books and papers, it reminds me of how much we've been through for the past few hectic semesters. The amount of assignments, stress, pressure and challenges that we've conquered! What comes along was all the college drama and pathetic scenes. Totally miss the noise that was produced by some bunch of my friends that actually has a symphony when they were crapping and joking all along which literally will get on my nerves!

Sitting at the hallway, looking from one end, different type of people walking pass, some wasn't a very pleasant sight tho. Now, it felt empty. Things changed. Adaptation occurs.

Reflecting back the time when we were having holiday and yet, a bunch of retards like me who are so keen to know about how we did in our finals for the last semester, i just can't believe that we actually went to the portal to check out whether our result is out yet and some of us even try to guess like when the result will be announced. It was quite exciting in a way, but it definitely draws you off when u found out that you don't get the results that you are supposed to get. Well, no matter how hard we work hard for a thing, at times, they just don't go according to our will. Whats with that right? It really disappoints us very much and you would be literally sad all over it feeling that why is my life so pathetic. Am i really that useless that i can't even achieve a simple dream or target of mine? Well, it happens to everyone that is in that shoes. In order to combat that, we must really have a strong mentality but yeah, as usual, saying is always easier compared to carrying out that particular task. So yeah. I will not comment much about this as well!

Owh, last thing to update! We finally moved out of the 12th floor. To where? The building next to our previous building which used to be the Taylor's Business School!

So what? Nothing much, just that TBS is lower compared to the next building. Has one lift lesser compared to the previous building. Has lifts that are moving at a speed of tortoise. Has no library that is as spacious as compared to last time. Yeah, basically all the cons that we have currently!

So, life is just like a roller-coaster ride. Many unexpected things that will happen. From the turning to the twisting... and all the ups and downs! Its just a typical roller-coaster! =)

Good day everyone!

Challenge

Challenges are always accompanying us throughout our lifetime...

The secret of getting ahead is getting started.

The secret of getting started is breaking your complex overwhelming tasks into smaller manageable tasks,

and,

Starting on the first one!

Challenge is just inevitable!

Fights in life,

Figures the way.

Face the challenges.

The directive in life is not tat complicated, it can be explained by single words instead of complete sentences!

It sounded like this:

LOOK! LISTEN! CHOOSE! ACT!

~Challenges are what make life interesting; overcoming them is what makes life interesting~

难为你了

对不起，这么久以来都难为你了。

我也不想弄成这样。。。

好了。假期愉快吧！

Life ~FINALE~

Phew, finally, the nightmare is over.....

Finals is over. Thinking of that, i am kinda happy yet at the same time i am kinda sad! Why izit so? Easy, this is because it is trying to tell me and indicate that i don't have much time left with over here in Taylors. Next sem would be my last sem and i am not decided yet whether i am coming back to Taylors for my studies. Technically, i've already completed my calculus 1,2 and 3... physics 1 and 2, stats, chem 1 and 2 and some of the engineering subjects. I hope everything will goes by the flow and yeah, everything will be good as what i am expecting. Though we shouldn't like expect much but yeah, i just can't help it.

Well, finals is over. I guess everyone is literally on the top of the world busy chilling out and relaxing. Though its only a two weeks break, there is no need for us to complain. Cause if the break is too long, we might complain like: "Gosh, boring life... Doing nothing everyday! When can i get back to college... i miss my frenz... bla bla bla...." I mean the typical response from the typical ADPians. But some might be different as they just wanna enjoy life till the max and will never ever wanna come back to study! Study seems to be stress, but coming to think bout it after my finals, i find it interesting. Try to perceive it in a different approach. If you study, you're stress for just now! JUST NOW! THIS MOMENT! But the knowledge last forever. Well, most of them might just say we memorize and its in our short term memory, but thinking bout that, if you try to refresh, don't you actually think that you can remember easily. Well, if you're determined with a "NO" answer, then i would like to ask you, have you grown up and know more stuff since you were young? If you are still determined, then well, go back to your own life and live the life you are, you will never ever improve and never ever succeed in life! Haha, why am i like lecturing? Hmm, all this random thoughts just came across my mind like randomly and so i am just trying to be as random as possible. Pretty cool aye? =="

Hmm, today was pretty tiring though! Slept around 3 last night, woke up at 7. Four hours of sleep... Hmmm, should be sufficient for a stressed up person... Haha. So, after finals, the typical chilling out place - CLUB 9.. Pool... But, its getting more boring for me. Maybe i am losing interest in pool. But yeah, its a good thing somehow, save money for US. Haha. Leaving to US soon, just can't afford to be so spendthrift already...

Owh yeah, after pool for like an hour or so, we went to the ADP 12 floor farewell party. It was rather boring at the first place, i thought. But yeah, i'm in ADP for a year or more, hence, there should be some memory for me to keep along right... It was pretty touching seeing all the videos and stuff and dedications, speeches... It will remain as a great nostalgia for my college life in ADP 12 floor. This is the place where i get to understand bout the American study style or rather american education system, the place where i get to social around, place where i am stressed up, place where i used to avoid when i have quizzes and test, place where i MEET FRIENDS! From no friends to approximately 90 or more friends in ADP. What you say? Isn't it cool? Well, some of you might thought, its just a mere 90 or more friends, but firstly, ADP is quite small in a sense, yeah, those friends we met are not the typical HI and BYE friends. Its friends where we share laughters, jokes, study around, gather around, hang around, doing assignments together etc.... It's just indescribable by words..... But, for god sake, i am not gonna shade just because of that cause we are just moving to another building beside it. Last thought, " hope we move to another 12 floor!" -by Mr Leong! LOL.. hilarious

Before i end this post, yeah, i went to this korean bbq dinner with Ivy, Yen Yee, Sharon, VJ, Yunen, Yi Qian and Weng Kwong last night. Wow, its like always the last day of the semester or last day we meet up, we will hang out in a korean bbq restaurant. Last year was the same as well. LOL. Haha, but this time, i was quite fortunate that they thought me how exactly to eat the typical Korean Bbq cuisine. Well, it was nice, but just that i am not used to eating such food, so, its quite a new experience. I love Japanese food. Wow, imagine we are having sashimi and sushi, that would be my favourite. Haha, well at the same time, we celebrated Sharon's Birthday... Belated Birthday. What a pity her birthday was held during the finals. Hope that its never the worst birthday ever for her and yeah, hope that she really had a great time celebrating her birthday once again. Two birthday celebration this year. Simple one though, shall we call it a blessing in disguise? Haha.... Well, seriously we have no idea what cake to buy for her as she don't have particular cake that she likes, so, since i am the one who is gonna buy the cake, i choose my favourite cake - TIRAMISU.. LOL. As if its my birthday, but, yeah, the cake was okay... Thanks though Ivy for the treat!!!!

So, yeah. That's all for now. Pretty long post as finals is over... Have nothing much to do and i just don't feel like to abandon my blog so yeah! Happy holidays people! Enjoy to the max and yeah, get ready and settle down two weeks later! Shall see everyone in 2 weeks time if everything goes according to plan!

Cheers!!!!

The Final Destination.....

So nothing much. Have been studying for the whole day long and am kinda tired! So, i have the sudden urge to blog but don't worry. It's not gonna be a long post as i need to get back to my study table to do the final touch up for my physics!

Sigh, finals is no longer a week time but just a few days time. Hmmm, we can actually also put it like probably less than 48 hours? So... So... So.... I know its gonna be a hard time for each and everyone of us. Finals werd! Yeah, i know i screwed up some of my test or quizzes or assignments, but at this point in time, i think there is no time for us to think bout those stuff anymore. Might as well just look ahead and study as much as possible to refresh what we don't understand. This sounded better compared to thinking bout all the bad past. The best way to do now is to study smart and no longer study hard as we are competing with time!!!

Yeah, i think that's all for now. Wishing you guys all the best in your finals! Best of luck... Gambateh peeps!!!

Ga yao!

Jia you!

whatever it is.... Hahaa

有了目标，就有办法！

有了动力，就有能力！

一个人成功，是因为在乎自己！

一个人失败，是因为在乎别人！